My mind lacks energy I went outside yesterday. I took my camera with me. I spent time with a close friend. We took amazing wildlife photos. It was good. I got some great photographs. My favourite took me hours and was totally worth the wait. Today I have a little extra pain in my shoulders, which is to be expected. They carried a bunch of kit all day. NGL, though, my mental energy is still missing, presumed lost. It has been like that for a while. There is so much I want to do and very little that will actually happen. I’m getting reasonable sleep and doing fun activities. I’m not sure what I am doing wrong. I got sun on my skin, I touched grass, and I achieved something to be proud of. This lack of oomph is frustrating. I can’t wait for it to leave me. #depression #noEnergy #oomphDeficit