I miss you so much... I've been crying for a while now. I had a memory being triggered (unintentionally!) by my bestest friends today. And while I was trying to sleep on their couch, I got this memory back in a nightmare. I woke up crying, all upset over it. I am not home, I don't have my comfort and safety things here, so I am trying to make the best of it... And writing about the memory, hoping that it will help me to "deal with it". I edited the last ever picture I took of Arwen... To go with one of my last happy, but also painful, memories of her... And I try to write... While I cry, fearing I may look like a mess when I friend's wake up and come down... 😢 They'll understand, they miss her too (they're the friends I made the memorial heart with the lasered image of Arwen and her paw, with some of her ashes for). I know I am often plagued by bad nightmares. But it's so much harder when you're not in the safety of your own place... 😭 I wanted to share this picture, that I didn't know would be her last, because she was just to frigging special! 💜🐾 Arwen, I miss you like crazy... 😭 Even after 121 days... 💔 #RIPArwen #Labrador
