orca_79
I get that feeling. most days, being here -- being anywhere -- feels pointless. I hope today feels a just a little bit lighter, a little more bearable for you.
Hi Luca,
I never saw this comment until today moons later cause it wqs buried in spam comments in my notifications 🤐
I appreciate your words, things have been rough lately with Mom constantly hungry and triggered because of it since we haven’t had many contributions since Nov 2024 and it got worse come Jan. I’m hoping for better days but I’m inba constant loop of trauma responses, even now I’m writing this reply while my mom is angry and cursing at me for cleaning up an accident. Last night the neighbors reported me to the hotel, while they’re the ones making noise that also triggers Mom… I don’t know what my future is all avenues of leaving here are blocked by my poverty and isolation.